College

Well here I am. I'm starting my life. I'm on my own, sort of. I still find myself going home every weekend. Being home gives me the comfort of knowing that I am not being forgotten while at CBU. I figure "out of sight, out of mind". Yeah my mom calls me everyday, (I'm her first born, can you blame her?) but I still feel that I'm being forgotten. Everyone says that "I'm not the only one going through this", however I cannot find a single person who wants to be home every weekend. They all seem so adapted and able to be on their own. I feel as if I should be able to do everything on my own, yet I find myself calling my mom or getting away to call my boyfriend, who is in San Diego. I don't want to shut myself in my room and not be sociable, but if I was home that is what I would be doing too. After a long day of classes all I want to do is relax in front of the TV, but I feel like that is wrong. I should be out, with people, being sociable. On the other hand that's not me. I'm not a very sociable person...well I guess I will "keep on truckin'."